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Man...what the hell...? Remember a while ago, for some strange reason, I've been feeling lonely all through the day starting around mid afternoon until now. Seriously...this is starting to get really fucking weird... And before any of you start, it's not because I'm actually "lonely"...I know that for sure. David caleld, said he'd call sometime tomorrow to see if he could drop by...spent a bit talking with Ava and Raymond on the phone...and got asked to some sort of...church..related thingy at Juliette's church so it can't really be that. The fact that I'm pretty much home alone has never really bugged me before. And even when she IS home, I tend to stay in my room so nothing really out of the ordinary there. Boredom was never really an issue...I can always amuse myself well with the comp or the tv and failing that, I had a bunch of errands to run during the day so that can't really be it... I'm going fucking crazy...that's the only explanation left >.< Yeesh...I have no idea what's happening to me...why am I so moody and shit for no reason these days? Sigh...something's wrong with me I swear... I wish I could sleep...or had something that I WANTED to do...but for now at least...I have nothing. . . . Okay, so after talking to Jane for about an hour...I feel a lot better now...just a bit bored instead of crushingly lonely...so hey, it's all good? |