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Welcome to the twisted mind of the Lord Snow









I feel very detached and distant from the world.



Detached

I feel detached from the world around me.

I feel as if...nothing can get to me and I can't imagine anything ever doing so. My watching of "A Tale of Two Sisters" the other day and how freaked out over it seems like a thing of the past.

I feel...so out of it. As if life is but a dream and everything is being viewed through a foot thick pane of glass. I see things as they happen...I know that things are happening to me but they seem to have little to no effect on me.

What makes things rather...odd is that I'm pretty sure that these things SHOULD be affecting me; that I should be caring and feeling about all the things going on in my life but...nothing does.

I can imagine what being dead would feel like. To be emotionally dead would be to feel as I do now.

The things that should get to me...the things that I KNOW that I should at least try to do...all of the things that I've tried and failed to do recently, they all seem so fucking distant.

It's very disturbing; it bugs the hell out of me yet even that seems sort of...far away. It might be like...I'm standing apart from myself. As if everything that's happening to me is watching someone else's life taking place.

Am I getting across what I'm feeling here or is this nothing but an extravagent exercise in futility?
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