Dead

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Welcome to the twisted mind of the Lord Snow

There's pretty much no difference with how I feel now and how I would feel if I was dead...

I feel really dead

With the end of my last exam until April...I feel that there's no purpose.

I feel so empty...and yes, Jen your advice comes to mind...but I don't know how to act upon it.

I feel so adrift...

I feel empty and devoid of purpose.

I wake up these days wanting to be asleep...

. . .

I don't don't even like the fact that I'm writing this up here...like a pathetic cry for attention.

Thinking about changing this site...just leave up the light and shadow...keep the darkness to myself...that's the best way isn't it? -.- That's the path that I always advocate...that I should be able to deal with all my problems on my own without help or encouragement or anything else...

Why am I such a hypocrite...?

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