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Confessions... Ok...I must admit that I haven't really been honest with all of you... There are things about me that nobody knows, not even those of you that I say that I completely trust...and for that, I guess that I can do nothing but apologize. At least now...you know what? I can finally set the record straight. I'm not afraid anymore of consequences or repercussions simply because I'm slowly approaching the point where I am finally able to just let things go...to let the things that shouldn't matter just slide... *takes a deep breath* Okay...let's get started. For starters, I guess I should start with the beginning eh? For one thing, way back about a year to a year and a half ago when I was still pretty close to Carol, there's something that I never told anyone. While we were close, we actually went out a couple times and so on and the whole whoop-de-doo so I guess that most of the people around who managed to guess that were more right than I let on. Things eventually went downhill from there which pretty much lead to everything else that happened that ended up totally screwing me over...so PHEW, glad to get that off my chest once and for all. Hmmm, what's next...? Okay, next on the list is the whole thing with you Helen. I think that I've fallen in love and so I guess that Jane was right after all. There was just always something incredibly attractive about your whole sweet and innocent thing that really got to me and I just couldn't resist. Such an incredible person...and I'm so sorry if I ever mislead you in any way, I just didn't think that you'd take very well to it all. In fact, I still don't but I'm just tired of keeping all this stuff inside and if I'm really gonna let go of everything I should make a clean break and try to start over with it. For the record, I'm still kind of obsessed with you >.> so I hope that this won't do anything to the friendship that we have now... Phew...I wonder how you guys will react to that one...did any of you suspect? Moving on, we come to Juliette and just as with Helen, Joyce, YOU were right. I do have feelings for this irrepressible and borderline crazy little girl that radiates an appeal that's simply irresistable. I can't help it >.< I know it's wrong and I know that it will never be reciprocated but I can't help the way I feel...how can I control my heart? You're so cute and funny and such an incredile person...Joyce, you were right... And Jen...you told me once to NEVER accept if you asked me out...did it ever occur to you that it might happen the other way around? I don't think that Tomo deserves someone as wonderful and inspiringly crazy as you are... >.< So now I like three different people at the same time...Bet you think that I'm a piece of shit now...but god, for those of you that know them, how could I not? I've gotten pretty close to the both of you and it just kind of...happened :P Jane and Helen, I actually have pictures of you two. I had a cousin who moved to BC. Been talking to Jeff, the guy that used Makoto's account and got him to point him in the right direction and uh...yeah... -.- Let's not say anymore about that and move on... For SOME people >.> I act pretty shocked whenever a certain topic comes up...but I'm really not? And the reason for that is...well...I'm a bisexual. And I'm always only acting shocked because....well, I'm not really a virgin anymore either...I mean, damn, why the hell did you guys think that David came by every week? >.> I fantasize of having mad 3 way orgies with him and Kevin, the sexy journalist to be... I have 7 removable harddrives completely filled with fetish porn that I watch regularly. I really couldn't care less about videogames...I buy them to satisfy the Final Fantasy addicted penguin that lives in my ice cold closet. Ya see, if he doesn't play a certain amount of games by midnight, he turns into a gorgeous woman and tries to rape me so yeah, that's what all the gaming's for. I really and truly love the kiddy pop thing...all of it from the Backstreet Boys (Brian's so hot...) and Britney Spears (who I think is ultra-super sexy hot) and even the new Hilary Duff. I have all their albums and worship their pictures. I even have voodoo dolls of them with strands of hair and drops of sweat that I collect from the concerts that I've attended. I'm really an alien from Mars. This body is just my spaceship and it HAPPENED to look like humans to I just stuck with it. Yes...last but not least, yes guys, I am just fucking around XD Happy April Fools ^.^ And just in case you were all starting to get really worried...no Helen, I honestly don't believe I'm attracted to you in that way, same with you Juliette OR you Jen. No I never ever went out with Carol on a DATE...it all happened exactly as I said. Helen, Jane, I have no cousins in BC so you can stop backing away and come back to your seats XD No, I haven't had sex with David and God forbid the thought XD As far as I know, I'm 100% straight and will happily stay that way. But hmm....Kevin being hot, now THERE'S something I'm gonna have to sit and think about XD The penguin IS real...he just happens to be a stuffed animal XD The penguin in a can that Jen got me long time ago. And oh god...kiddy pop >.< Heh, well, that was...rather fun XD Did you guys believe any of it? XD Think it's a bit overthetop? Meh, blame it on my boredom and a need for a release of all the pent up madness inside me. Happy April Fools ^.^ |